goodbye.

I have to say goodbye to you.
And I don't want to.
I don't want to.

I can't. I won't. ..please don't..
...don't go.


Did you hear that?
The chilling sound of broken vase pieces scatter.
No,
You swept those up for me.
This time,
It's the collapsing of my heart you heard shatter.

Please don't do this.
Please don't. Tell me it isn't true.
Wake me from this nightmare so vivid; brand new.
Don't you know what you mean to me?
This permanent goodbye I just can't take.
No teardrops fall,
So it's my body that will shake.
Tremble. Tremor.
Cry harder than tears.
Coughing, gasping,
Consumed in these fears.
of this final goodbye,
How can I look into your eyes..?
...and say it.

Say it.

You're going to make me say it.



I have to say.... goodbye.










....the only safe person I knew.
You put me together.
I promise now not to fall apart.
I won't erase the work you've done.
You haven't changed a life, transformed a life, or impacted one.

....you're the only soul I can truly say has saved a life.
Mine.


Death is the road to awe.
This death is will bring beauty.
I won't let this be the end.

I will make you proud.