*motionlessSndtrk

Kristie Aalyn

Trying.

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 9, 2007, 5:52 AM

Mood: Distressed
Listening to: skylarblue
Reading: dumb.med.info
Watching: clickety-clock
Playing: sleepie yawnie faces

pulling through best i can...
but, my new meds make me extra sick.

til they offer some relief of one problem, i'm trying not to cave under the addition of the new havoc they're reeking.
i may find out the results of different tests from last thursday and friday today. not sure what i think about that -- but i may or may not let you know what turns up.
sorries if i'm lackluster or don't have stamina to keep up full-heartedly. i'm just keeping trying to hold my head up, kay? hows about i close my eyes, snap my fingers, and PoOf! ...a select handful of you just appear right here in my bedroom with me. okies?? ya ready?

...may get new word on Monday, but for now i'll leave you with what's being mainly considered rather than talk about it. cuz, i really don't wanna.
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sickie.sick.andmoresicks.

and super super sleepie.

Some New Features, Some The Same, All My Feelings Now.

"Letting Go."

"Sweet Dreams"

"Hear My Silence"

"Always Saying This.."

"Feel Good Time"

"The Way I Feel"

"Butterflies in my Stomach"

"How to Disappear Completely"

"You Could Be Happy"

"No Sense of Direction"

"Dreamcatcher II"

"Real Men...DON'T Rape"

"Not Sad"

"Shhh..."

"..Wish.."

"Escape. Forget."

"I Was Forgotten"

"Helpless"

"It Will Be A Dead Secret"

"The 4 AM Dream"

"Try."

"Prisoner"

"If You Get Lonely"

"Goodbye Michael"

"The Shame"

"L A N V"

"We Did This to You"

"And Everything Will Be Okay"

"It's Not Over"

"Maybe.Pretty.Much.Always.Means"

"I'm a Fighter"

"Sore"

"Please"

"Stupid Plastic Bitches"

"Just a Scratch Mom"

"Don't Hurt Me"

"I Don't Want to Lose You"

"Afternoon"

"Heart I"

"Think About It"

"This Has Got to Die"

"Destroy Me"

"How to Save a Life"

jamiejamiejamie

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~jezustin

Sep 9, 2007, 5:55:48 AM

aah! get better yesterday! hmm, we need more good art...

*motionlessSndtrk

Sep 9, 2007, 5:56:51 AM

i'm trying i'm trying i'm tryinnnng. i promise. it's not my fault

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_{[...a secret was concealed.]
it rose like thunder, clapped under our hands!
it s t r e t c h e d for centuries to a diary entry's end;
where i wrote:

you make me happy when skies are grey.}

~jezustin

Sep 9, 2007, 6:00:11 AM

aww, it will get better soon, if everyone thinks positivly, the best things will happen in life...I truely believe that...

~thepunkrocker92

Sep 9, 2007, 6:13:16 AM

im sorry you feel this way

feel better

~captivatingcharm

Sep 9, 2007, 8:10:59 AM

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...beautiful girl, a starfish in a jar, city scenes, newspapers, tugboats. starfish, the girl...

*Elaynies

Sep 9, 2007, 9:43:03 AM

Ohh.. honey, I hope you feel better

Keep it up n dun feel down. Soon this will end and you're back all healthy and strong again

Keep smiling towards the sun dear

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_{`·.,¸¸,.◦· ღ Ľ i v e Úp 2 uŔ Đ r e a m s ღ ·◦.,¸¸,.·´

·.¤٭ Words do more than plant miracle seeds ٭¤.·}

*Elaynies

Sep 9, 2007, 9:55:24 AM

btw I love you're selected features

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_{`·.,¸¸,.◦· ღ Ľ i v e Úp 2 uŔ Đ r e a m s ღ ·◦.,¸¸,.·´

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*motionlessSndtrk

Sep 9, 2007, 11:15:40 AM

aw, thank you for your beautiful words and encouragement as well as compliment on the features -- these arts do a good deal of speaking for me when i can't find the words. thank you for everything.

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_{[...a secret was concealed.]
it rose like thunder, clapped under our hands!
it s t r e t c h e d for centuries to a diary entry's end;
where i wrote:

you make me happy when skies are grey.}

*motionlessSndtrk

Sep 9, 2007, 11:16:14 AM

aww

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_{[...a secret was concealed.]
it rose like thunder, clapped under our hands!
it s t r e t c h e d for centuries to a diary entry's end;
where i wrote:

you make me happy when skies are grey.}

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